Getting started
Getting
away from the computer screen, unplugging our ears from an iPad, putting the
beer back in the fridge, and settling in for twenty or thirty minutes
meditation requires effort. There’s no getting away from it. Modern technology,
and in particular the internet, promises instant gratification, satisfaction
and stimulation. Meditation does not. Perhaps meditation is the antithesis of
the internet? Meditation brings us to where we are and slows everything down so
we can see clearly, so we can feel deeply, and gain insight into our human
condition. It provides a space where we let go of indulging the impulsive
desire to absorb more and more data, to open a browser for the umpteenth time,
to track down the latest video on YouTube, the latest track on iTunes and surf
ever onwards to further, new stimulation. And effort? How unfashionable. Why
pay when you can download for free, why leave the house to go to the bookshop
when almost everything is freely available within that dark screen of limitless
magical images.
I
have always been interested in the world as mirror, as macrocosm of our
microcosm, and in this regard the internet is a wonderful manifestation of our collective
ability to constantly distract ourselves with busyness and with seemingly
important and vital tasks, which simply cannot wait. The internet has given
rise to an obsession with instant updating, and a new form of anxiety at the
thought of not being in touch and digitally connected. But what are we
connecting to and how real is it? How does this new relationship with data,
bits and bytes absorb our energies and efforts? We have created a new experience
of reality based on immediacy where waiting and delay have vanished. The
internet and computer technology may increasingly give rise to artificial
experiences that provide instant gratification of desires that would otherwise
be complex and perhaps impossible to meet in the world outside the confines of
digital screens.
In
the world of flesh and blood, of earth and stone, effort is almost always
required to create or achieve anything meaningful and worthwhile. Long-term
investment and commitment produces results and rewards that cannot be rushed.
Whiskey and fine wine are aged and better for being so and the best of human
qualities are the same. Maturity and wisdom require long-term commitment to growth
and a concerted investment in entering the depths of human experience. The
culture of instant gratification and access will undoubtedly change younger
generations’ relationship with knowledge, entertainment and stimulation of the
five senses in unforeseen ways and it is likely that many will indeed be
positive. Will the pendulum swing and the value of real flesh and bones experience
becomes equally attractive again as a counter-balance to noses glued to
screens? Who can tell? Much of this new wave of being is caught up in a great
deal of physical separation and isolation; cinema attendance is in decline and
book shops are closing down on a monthly basis. It is quicker and easier to
watch a film at home and order books from Amazon. The raw meat and bones
experience of dynamic tension that marks a more complete approach to living in
the world can only take form in relationship with the phenomenal world with all
its messiness and paradox, and progress in engaged practice can only come
about through a concerted and dedicated effort to transform our experience with
matter. A digital version is simply not enough.
So, what is Right Effort
and why bother?
Right
effort is defined as the consistent and disciplined application of energy. In
this context it applies to the path of practice and the attainment of its
results. When we look at Right Effort, we are really looking at a combination
of intention, energy and will. In tough times, it may be better viewed as the power
or ability to make something happen in spite of the circumstances and difficulties
in front of us.
Right
Effort is the fuel that drives practice and its necessary change, transformation
and realigning of values. It leads us through the challenges and resistance
that accompany the path and the letting go of the familiar and comfortable.
Without appropriate effort our practice will never develop and we won’t have
the necessary resources to let go of the habitual patterns that keep us running
in circles, unaware and unable to stop doing the same old thing we’ve always
done. Right Effort makes the difference. It determines ultimately how far we go
in uprooting the suffering and dissatisfaction in our lives and how capable we
become of contributing to the reduction of global suffering.
Looking at the fourfold
path: lusty defilements
Within
earlier Buddhist teachings Right effort was divided into four pragmatic categories
(gotta love those lists). They are;
1. To prevent the arising
of unarisen unwholesome states
2. To abandon unwholesome
states that have already arisen
3. To arouse wholesome
states that have not yet arisen
4. To maintain and perfect
wholesome states already arisen
(Bhikku
Bodhi, 2008)
When
I read these lines the first time I was rather amused by the author’s choice of
words. I actually enjoyed reading Bhikku Bodhi's traditional Theravada take on The
Noble Eightfold Path, although to me it reveals much of what is wrong with more
traditional representations of Buddhist teachings. In rereading his chapter on
Right Effort in preparation for this blog post, I was struck by his use of the terms
'defilements' and 'lust' on repeated occasions. What wonderful words! They seem
to come straight out of the bible, or the Koran.
I've
written in previous posts of words as suggestive symbols that entice often
unintended subjective meaning and interpretation from readers and listeners.
Yet, words are also keys that unlock doors of understanding, awareness and
consciousness. Like all keys, words also close doors, as well as confuse and misdirect. I
would hazard a guess that the words defilement and lust fail to open the
appropriate doors intended along the eightfold path for most folk from my generation.
Lust just happens to be the name of perfumes by both Sex and the City (I’m not
kidding, TV programmes now produce fragrance for the more daring and chic) and
Lush, and Defilement inspires, at least for me, thoughts of a dodgy S and M
porno. Even the word wholesome is iffy, sounding like something you'd eat,
rather than examine on the meditation cushion. Needless to say, I shall avoid
using such terms below, or at least have them accompanied by more user-friendly
words.
(Navajo sand painting in progress)
Going a little deeper
We
can further define Right Effort here as the conscious direction of our time and
energy, through alignment with a clear intent. Why is intent important in this
case? Because effort and energy are not governed by ethical forces. Energy goes
wherever it is directed, and effort has no ethical bias. Energy and effort are
both creative and destructive forces that are harnessed either consciously
through choice and applied will, or unconsciously through impulsiveness,
reactivity and learnt responses, or alternatively through allowing others to
determine our choices and direct our lives for us.
Energy
follows the direction we give to our actions. Because so many of our actions
are habitual and driven by a larger intent that may be hidden, we are often
incapable of seeing accurately the driving force behind them. Much of our
energy, and therefore effort, goes into maintaining the emotional and
psychological structures that define our fixed sense of who we are, which is
usually a very complex mess of interwoven strands of identification, our
reactive patterns, beliefs, dreams and ideas.
Starting
a genuine practice with a clear intent to develop insight will necessarily
involve pulling energy away from the maintenance of the web of self and
redirecting it towards an alternative purpose i.e. waking up. This inevitably
creates conflict. Because identity and our fixed sense of who we are is at the
core of our day-to-day ‘modus operandi’, the destabilising of this structure
can’t help but produce friction. When this friction arises, effort is required
to maintain the discipline of practice and the commitment to change. When the
going gets tough, effort moves us through.
Although
meditation is often sold on the idea that its main goal is to bring happiness,
calm and peace of mind, for those dedicated to a more transformative endeavour,
meditation actually constitutes a revolutionary path designed to root out all
of the fictional strands of our life’s story and replace them with unimpeded
engagement with the stream of livingness. Effort should emerge from meditation training;
through Right Mindfulness. A sense of what meditation is actually doing to us,
or rather the space and the quality of experience it provides is essential if
we are to have sufficient commitment to practice and apply the necessary effort
to obtain results. A recalibration of what’s important, aligned with a strong
intent will lead to a more naturally arising commitment to following through on
practice and a reduction in resistance and therefore suffering.
How does it look in
practice? Applying effort.
Right
Effort is essentially effort/energy directed towards the path. So, initially it
is simply the development of a disciplined and consistent meditation practice. We
sit and meditate every day and do our absolute best not to miss a day, not to
avoid feeling guilty, but because we recognise that a lot of repetition is
required to build skill and dismantle distractions and we soon catch on that it
requires consistency to get good at it. In great part it is building
familiarity with a socially unconventional process.
We
prioritise meditation in our lives, because without doing so, we will never
start to progress on the path. We create momentum through repeated reengagement
with the space of meditation through regular sitting. This momentum will carry
us forward so that we don’t turn away when the going gets tough, and so that we
build the foundations of experience that lead to genuine insight and change. Eventually,
meditation becomes as integral to our lives as sitting down to eat a meal. Then
even the word meditation loses its appeal. We are not doing anything
particularly abnormal, we are simply sitting and allowing things to be as they
are, to settle, to reveal themselves. Another great example of the wonderful
and paradoxical nature of existence: we need great effort to discover great
simplicity.
Off
cushion effort is required to change our habitual and conditioned behaviour and
responses to people, situations and experiences. In the traditional fourfold division
of Right Effort we are called to avoid certain states, get out of certain
states, achieve more helpful states and maintain the best ones long-term. As
anyone who has ever tried to give up smoking, or start a new discipline such as
a new diet or going to the gym knows, change is not always easy. This usually
ends up being doubly so for our worst emotional indulgences. A great part of
change work is learning approaches that provide us with choice. Our patterns
often give rise to the illusion of no choice therefore narrowing us into black
and white responses that have no inherent flexibility or creativity.
Insight
is so sought after on the Buddhist path because it provides a direct view into
the nature of things and this includes our emotional and psychological habits. Unlike
psychology that works to understand the story and the reasons why a pattern
came into existence, meditation leads us into recognition of the structure of the emotional or
psychological pattern; its mechanisms and form. Habitual
patterns are like well worn grooves in a track in which bicycle wheels naturally
slide into without effort. We are the same with our most familiar patterns. They are easy, they fit, and even if they are painful, their familiarity endears them to us.
The
key as always on the Buddhist path is to prioritise our search for the end of
suffering and really the dismantling of the ways we give rise to and sustain the
personal mechanisms we employ for creating and sustaining a relationship with
experience that maintains the illusion of a separate and permanent self.
Eventually the pay off that can come from self-indulgence is insufficient in
keeping us from recognising how it directly causes pain and adds to the endless
mess in the world. Then we are compelled to make the effort required to change. And once you start, well, then there really is no stopping. Energy has found a new direction, and like a river flowing down hill, it is difficult to stop.
(Navajo Sand Painting)
Pat
two of Right Effort will explore further the fourfold model of Right Effort and different
strategies for dealing with reactive patterns and ‘unwholesome’ states.
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I enjoyed this Matt. Insightful as usual. I hope you'll say something about the 7 factors of enlightenment in part 2 as I know they're part of Right Effort usually.
ReplyDeleteI have difficulty at times being consistent not so much with practise but with being engaged at work and at home. I find I just get real bored and switch off. Any thoughts on how to address the boredom factor?
As you probably know Bob, boredom is one of the inevitable challenges that emerge on the cushion. How have you dealt with boredom when meditating? Perhaps there is some insight there that could help?
DeleteThere are different strategies to making routine more interesting but they are not really Buddhist. If you are after being more engaged when bored, then perhaps it's a case of letting go of expectations and the desire for a circumstance to be other than it is. It's a simple task, but often rather difficult to put into practise.
Perhaps you could ask yourself a few pertinent questions when your mind is settled and see what comes up for you. In the shamanic tradition I follow, we have these very simple ceremonies that basically involve asking specific question in the right quality of space: in shamanism this would usually involve going out into nature to a place where you feel relaxed and really at ease. Perhaps you could clear your mind and try the following questions, modifying them how you see fit;
What is this boredom really about?
What is it communicating to me?
How could I be more engaged in these spaces?
What needs changing?
Where can I collect my undefiled bread coupons ....and can I use them on the internet ??
ReplyDeleteHa, ha! You must send a registered letter to a small holdings bank in the West Indies called Integrated WI by midnight Tuesday. Then have it sent back to a ghost address in east London, where it will be collected after a month. The bread can then be picked up from any Tescos selling Mutton Mouth Organic Originals using the coupon found in your inbox. Does that help?
DeleteBrilliant .....
ReplyDeleteHowever, I sent them the letter to the Integrated VVI small holdings bank but strangely they sent the following back:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&NR=1&v=krb2OdQksMc
Please advise as it's starting to affect the view of my meditation !!
As your namesake indicates that you are a Zen practitioner, I can only suggest you follow a famous Zen sage's advice:
Delete'Enlightenment is intimacy with all things' (including Monty Python's Life of Brian)
Dogen Zenji (1200 - 1253)
..although my sly, lowly nature has me considering that the following of his quotes is more suited to your particular predicament.
'A zen master's life is one continuous mistake.'
Dogen Zenji